Sunday, September 19, 2004

lalalala. exams are almost over!! cant wait. anyway today is bins bithday!!! happy birthday bindy! ok tho she dun read this but nvm haha. i miss them mannn... i called her up today to sing happy birthday and i faked a voice but she had callers id!!! sighz. WASTED. but i realise tt nowadays dun have much funny things happen to me liao. tts y must conf so tt i can listen abt funny things tt happen to other pple (namely hong mun and tim) and laugh at them. its qt sad lor... i used to be adept at entertaining myself haha... oh wells. btu today i woke up at 745 and i was SUPER scared cos i thot tt i have exam den i was so scared tt i will be late den i was jumping arnd my room until i realised it was sunday. haha. oops. ok i really had somethign i felt like blogging but for the life of me i cant remeber what it is! hmm. well we had dinner with aunty miao and fam and uncle dan and aunty yvonne and uncle vi ming and fam haha... they are lame lor. uncle dan was like saying how come steffie eat so fast lol. i think i would like to have friends like that when i grow old. i mean they all like know each other since they were teenagers (except maybe uncle vi ming) and like they really know everything abt each other lah... its really i dunno. and like i see aunty ivy they all oso like so close to each other alot of pple mistake them for being family and its like so cool rite. i hope that my friendships will last tt long too :)

anyway sometimes... i dunno. daddy was liek saying tt his friend was like against some surgery to seperate a pair of nepalese siamese twins cos they were retarded cos theier brains were damaged liao cos they joined at the head. and she was against it cos she said tt it is tax payers maney and like donors hu are paying for them to be seperated when they will forever be mentally retarded and like a burden to thier family when the money could be channelled to help other pple. and he was saying tt its very cold but practical cos its true tt mentally retarded pple cant contribute as much back to society as normal pple can. and he said tt last time lky was liddat oso like he would channel funds to general hospitals and stuff and like dun care abt the mental hospital and stuff... and during dinner daddy was like saying that we shld focus on getting leaders into our church not just sheep that are bai kar cos like in the mandrain worship alot of paralysed old pple and the leaders cannot handle all of them but they keep coming in and its like affecting alot of the cell grps dere... and i mean i see his pt but it just feels bad like dun they deserve to be brought into the church as well... but i guess he meant like maybe when we have more leaders and stuff den can better help them and like bring them in... but i dunno... like shld the pple hu are dying have more priority cos they are the ones closer to hell than the healthy ones rite... but of cos i see thier difficulty lah... cos aunty miao was saying tt when like have 3-4 of these pple in the grp den they always want to go toilet and the leader has to bring them one by one like breaks up discussion and cuts short alot of time and stuff... and there are not enough able bodied pple hu are willing to serve as leaders in the mandrain worship. but i really respect all these pple hu like volunteer to work with old pple... they are like qt grouchy sometimes and its qt depressing cos they die so fast and stuff and like they need so much attention like need help going toilet etc and i really dun think i could do tt! so yah. everyone pray for the mandrain worship! they really need leaders and stuff!!